to be random (off the world)

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Have you an empty head?
Those moment of sitting in front of the computer screen, hands off the keyboard,
walking, sitting, standing, looking or waiting
while feeding yourself with your favorite songs?

Letting the songs do your thinking? Where
songs changes from one to the other and
so as your mood, your thought?
All orderly random?

Random, unpredictable and to some extend, mysterious,
that sometimes, so quickly,
thought changes - uncertain & indecisive;
feeling changes - emotional & hyper.

Is it a bad thing
for being uncertain to be ascertained,
confidently walk the steps of faith,
that there is no fear of things unknown?

Is it detrimental
for being emotional to live life passionately,
to the fullest,
like there is no tomorrow?

Aware of the set of rules,
the right kind of attitudes,
the frame of moral thoughts, and
the way of living one’s life.

I want to break free,
to own a defining identity,
to reclaim my consciousness,
TO BE RANDOM.

Ha.
Perhaps I’ve made it,
I guessed.
You couldn’t have said: “wtf”.